I feel sad, so deep inside

~ ~ And bad for feeling like it

I feel guilty for my sadness

~ ~ Stuck in my lonely, lonely madness

Everything seems too far away

~ ~ No energy to rise and play

I see the things that I should do

I want to hide, can't bear/bare to do

I rise, I fall

And failure sweeps on in

Depressed depressing, depression

I lie, I weep, my tears they creep

Cold and dark solitude enters in

The child inside, I can't abide

Its hurting any longer

Desperate to find my happy side

Make it deeper

Make me stronger

The world rushes by and why can't I

Find... my... smile...

~ ~ Help me, I'm falling

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ help me

Distract me from me

All images and text © Wendy Jedrzejewska 2005